I feel for you Alone. When your this far along a coach should know what to do with a player. Unfortunately this is 85 percent of coaching(most of the time coaches do not even realize what their doing) he should have let you finish the season. I started a new project for exactly these situations. When I was a young soccer player I wanted to go on a eurotrip but guess what! Yes I was not good enough. What I do now is give everbody a chance to play in the biggest and best international Competitions. I look at every players strengths and weaknesses then go from their. We compete in the biggest and best competitions in the world. I get players from all over SAN Diego county and work with their strengths and weaknesses. I form groups I form teams and win or lose they learn unity.